oh fuck. everything's my fault. MY FAULT. OH FUCK IT! i'm sorry okay? cos i fucking talked on the phone to her. i was ONLY COMFRORTING. and if i you DON'T want to believe that i was MERELY comforting, go and die okay? STOP GETTING INTO PEOPLE'S FUCKLING LIVES AND RUINING IT OKAY? ESPECILLY WHEN IT'S THEIR BIRTHDAY. and do you think i can go back to my revision? after saying: oh someone died. fuck! am i supposed to go: oh really? that's TOO BAD! and go back to my revision? HAH! no okay. i'll be mother fuckingly worried okay. i HAVE FEELINGS! and am i supposed to believe that someone died because a TV fell on them? unbless it's a baby. FUCK LAH! i mean, WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO?! yes. josephine is using fuck. WHO CARES? you use it too. fuck you back alright?
hahaha. it's all a LIE lah! josephine was fooled again. she's too gullible and naive. she believed everything that you said. FUCK IT! and you even scolded her for being CONSIDERATE. and that it was wrong. so, josephine shall not believe anybody and be nice to people she is nice to, or be considerate. OKAY?
my 120th post? anyway, yup. a quick pst cos i came onlline for lit notes. now then do. :X anyway, yeah. exams are in like. 2 days more. it ends in 5 days.and i'm so stressed out, i really wanna cry. i cannot afford to fail. cos everytime i fail, i see the disappointment, though you don't show it. it's all for the best of me, daddy. i know.
finally watched the video for ENRIQUE IGLESIAS's song: do you know. :) ROCKS! ZOMG! :D hahah. okay.
YOU ALL JIAYOU OKAY! JOSEPHINE LOVES YOU ALL TO INY-WINY BITS!(including my maidS: aminah& maria.[jiahui, mingli])HAHAH!
wahahah! and now i think oh wahaha water. only in china, with a BIGBIG picture of jay chou on it to endorse. heh. =.= anyway, yeah. got some blog war/ bitching. ahahhhaa. like how can anyone be so bitchy? yes. including my coudin. (but i still love you) as in. not the people. but the thing that thay do itself.
WHAT'S WITH WATER BABIES??????? anyone tell me?????? it's a PRIMARY SCHOOL craze for heaven's sake!!!!!! like. why oh why is it in SCHOOL as well???? *waits for enlightenment* hmmm. oh my. no uhh. CCA today. yesterday, stayed back in school to study with grace. when the lights went off, went home. :D and we were like. running like CRAAAZY women for fun. and started pushing each other into the WET, WET mud. :)) hahaha. hmmms. i think the people behind us were like: WHAT THE HEL ARE THESE TWO MAD WOMEN DOING FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE????? hahahahaa. =.= that's what i do when i'm with grace. become a XIAO ZHA BO because grace is a MAD, MAD, MAD WOMAN! =.= hahaha. grace is a retarded piece of shit. hahah. she wants me to say i love her as much as i love my hair. weeeeelllllll, i don't really love my hair. so..... well. unfortunately, i don't really love grace. :) hahaha. okay.
today was quite fun.. recess. hahaha. ate a 大包(ROCKS) and the chrysanthemum tea which i realised when i practically finished that it had white tea. :( wahlao. no wonder it tasted FUNNY. =.= anyway, bought the 50cent haribo and $1 sour harobo cos the canteen did not have the normal one. i don't like 50cent haribo. :(( cos it's so hard and the $1 one is soft and nice and awfully chewy! ♥ HAHAHHAAHAH. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. venus and pamela wonders why i can eat haribo ALL at ONCE. as in. like. chain-eating. :D hahahahha. YUM! ohmy... my jaw HURT in the end cos i kept chewing and chewing. =.= now it's tired, and im HUNGRY! >.< learnt from miss ng, i have a HIGH metabolism rate. wahahah! so i can eat to my heart's content! XD
Okaye, Josephine's cousin here. She told me to post here cos she can't go online and being the nice person that I am, I agreed to. haha :D And currently thr's something juicy going on between certain Sec3 girls and i suggest anyone who comes here to go read. Esp if you're bored. But even if you're not, go read okaye? :DD Here are the few links to check out :
http://allaloneintherain.blogspot.com (mine :D)
http://clarelimzk.livejournal.com
http://cherryfactory.livejournal.com
http://stainedlipgloss.livejournal.com
toodles~
omg. miss swan is damn retarded. i forgot she existed. hahah.
miss swan at ATM
miss swan at gay bar
miss swan at airplane (a vegetarian meal- with a little bit of BACON) what the hell?
miss swan salon interview
i don't want my guppies anymore. they shit damn alot! >.< am i allowed to flush them down the toilet bowl???? (my $20++++!!!!) wtf.
went to school to study with pamela.. (venus and shermaine couldn't make it) anyway. she was 30 mins late. and i was 30 mins early. so i had 1 hour to read my book!!!!! it's so freaking nice! yeah. you all think i not the kind who will read huh? :D i was a bookworm last time okay! hard to believe it huh??? XD anyway, she helped me dapao carrot cake. she was late cos her momma brought her to eat breakfast. and her momma treat me eat carrot cake! (dapao one)THANK YOU PAMELA AND HER MOMMA!!!!! SO SWEET!!!! ♥ anyway, my book is so nice. but i now no time to read. )): at night! til 2! XD anyway, i did a few stiff. instead of studying. hahah. i can't really say it now. cos if not i DIEEEEEEEEEEE! anyway. then i wanted to go bedok lib study. and pam rem that tingen told her that she was going to be there for studying too. so we went. after she called kaihong. yup. he was still asleep. anyway. so we mrted to bedok. bought bubble tea and ORANGE and white rubberbands. saw qinhui, who was uhh. late? i dunno. after my bubble tea, went to the lib inside. i made quite a lot of noise. heh. sorry readers. saw a nice pretty pink book which was who do you love? i thought it was gonna be sweet. in the end, it was talking about what? bees love the queen bee, ants love their team, flamingoes love eack other and blah,. i was so leng. it doesn't match the glam title. )): heh. anyway yeah. *pamela's ahem was there! :D hahha. therefore me making more noise. oops! XP i wasn't chased out of the lib though. anyway. studied with tingen, shelley, lihui and another girl that i dunno her name. anyway. yeah. FANGZZZZ was there! :D hahah. SO GU NIANG AH!!!! hahaha. damn chio she. she go make a funny face at us. =.= haha. anyway. aft a while, the 2D ppl went for lunch. yup. we stayed on a while. and i wanted to eat. went to long john's to eat. sucked. i prefer a banditto pocket+cheese fries ANYTIME. haha. tingen called to tell fangzzzz was at KFC too. hahha. so we went to KFC aft eating to disturb her. heh. so lame. she was DAMN paiseh. and i told her pamela's boyfriend was at the table further away. ((: which was cock. anyway. so pamela was like. wahalo. josephine! you 2 days create 2 scandals for me ah!!!! hahhahahhahahhahahahhahahaha! nope. i don't the pamela's boyfriend one was the first scandal. 2nd one i say ltr. so anyway. took bus 14 home. just in time for cat class. so once again, i wore slippers and fbts into church. =.= at least i was early! :D sian lahs. after class, went home.
YESTERDAY
mookcake celebrations.
KAREN CAME BACK FOR GUIDES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway. my footdrill sucked like SHIT. oh and prtprt did not come. so i had to take attendance. and the stupid joseph tham was like: this is your monitress? oh shut the fuck up lah! and cheong may lan went to me: girl, your skirt is too short. go and lengthen it. eat my shit lah. anyway. her aside, nth much really happened. grace lost my guides tee. my SUPER long guides tee. =.= anyway, yeah. school was usual. aft school do the food thingy. ): anyway. yeah. i was damn pissed. and emo and sad. yeah. after that it was okay. anyway. i highed like CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sat behind the CCA rooms there. cos shermaine's sister was having a tantrum. anyway. chunkit and jiajie walked past. i was CHUNKIT! then he looked down. with the HUH?!? face. and the uhh-wjo-are-you-and-what-the-hell-are-you-calling-me-for face. =.= anyway. yeah. sat a while more, went home. SHANTI, clement, tian xun and lian kai were in front of jasmine, pamela and me. heh. i was high like crazy. and kept shouting to chanti. anyway. pam told me he was laughing, but didn't show. =.= o.0 heh. anyway, yeah. halfway. their junior joined them beside shanti. so i was like. shanti! your bro ah? and everyone laughed. and i was confused. then he don't wanna tell his name. =.= and sunndely, liankai was.he's called shanhuai! HAHAHHA! damn funny lah! anyway, walked to the mrt for jasmine to top up her card. and she went home. ((: haha. walking back to the busstop, we met chunkit again!!! hahahaha. and i went. eh chunkit! pamela dunno what dunno what. i aslso couldn't rem. =.= then his friends they all were like. chunkit! sec 2 flirt you! =.= and a few other stuff about the past one. so i retorted. (something i cannot say as well) then anyway, it was like pamela like chunkit liddat. =.= there goes the 2nd scandal. hahaha. oh my. tsk tsk tsk! the noodle name. anyway. yeah. went home, bathed, read, waited for my hair to dry, SLEPT! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!
oh. and mr chua knows me as ANGELA"S COUSIN. what the hell???? I HAVE A NAME HERE! AND IT'S JOSEPHINE!
22 Sept 2007
clem: wow justin timberlake huhhuh
me: hahaha. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!
Jiayun: the guy* :P
Jiayun: p/s the playing what goes arnd comes arnd on the piano is COOL! x))
me:haha. yeah! VERY! XD
yizhen: tags josephine who forces herself not to press enter to spam on my blog
me: haha. replies! :D
Jiayun: heyhey =DD
me: HEY SEXY! XD
21 Sept 2007
karen: u r mojojojojojojojojojojojo! HAHA
me: hahaha. u r carrroooooooooootttt! HAHA
19 sept 2007
bel: hello jo! :D
me: hello bel! :D hahha. ((X
-angela*: nice blogskin darling :DDD but your tagboard font stil sucks though. haha. love ya still. :DD oh and taboo rocks doesn't it? :DDDDDDDD
me: hahah. it don't matter to me. ((: hahah. taboo ROCKS! XD and hmm. he looks boring.
18 Sept 2007
jeremy: HELLO! jiayou for eoy
me: haha. thanks!
17 Sept 2007
yingxuan: woohoo! i've booked ur guppies le hor! haha! :D love ya, darling! :DD
me: hahah. yup! :D love you too! ♥
16 Sept 2007
venus: <3:DMONKEYYY!
me: hahah! mr chua!!!!
my blog going dead. :D
Because Of You
What Goes Around
Sexyback
Everytime We Touch (acoustic)
i just suddenly feel so sad.. don't know why.
read this really touching story i read and yeah. it shall be here... aka belowwww... :D
A TRUCKER'S STORY
I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But I never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn’t sure I wanted one. I wasn’t sure how my customers would react to Stevie.
He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Down’s Syndrome. I wasn’t worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers usually don’t care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polished their silverware for fear of catching some dreaded “truck stop germ” the pairs of white shirted businessmen on expense accounts who think every truck stop waitress wants to be flirted with. I knew these people would be uncomfortable around Stevie so I closely watched him for the first few weeks. I shouldn’t have worried.
After the first week, Stevie had my staff wrapped around his stubby little finger, and within a month my truck regulars had adopted him as their official truck stop mascot. After that, I didn’t really care what the rest of the customers thought of him. He was like a 21-year-old in blue jeans and Nikes, eager to launch and eager to please, but fierce in his attention to his duties. Every salt and pepper shaker was exactly in its place, not a bread crumb or coffee spill was visible when Stevie got done with the table. Our only problem was persuading him to wait to clean a table after the customers were finished. He would hover in the background, shifting his weight from one foot to the other, scanning the dining room until a table was empty. Then he would scurry to the empty table and carefully bus dishes and glasses onto his cart and meticulously wipe the table with a practiced flourish of his rag. If he thought a customer was watching, his brow would pucker with added concentration. He took pride in doing his job exactly right, and you had love how hard he tried to please each and every person he met.
Over time, we learnt that he lived with his mother, a widow who was disabled after repeated surgeries for cancer. They lived on their social security benefits in public housing two miles from the truck stop. Their social worker, who stopped to check on him every so often, admitted they had fallen between the cracks. Money was tight, and what I paid him was probably the difference between them being able to live together and stevie being sent to a group home.
That’s why the restaurant was a gloomy place that morning last august, the first morning in three years that stevie missed work. He was at the mayo clinic in Rochester getting a new valve of something put into his heart. His social worker said that people with Down’s Syndrome often have heart problems at an early age so this wasn’t unexpected, and there was a good chance he would come through the surgery in good shape and be back at work in a few months.
A ripple of excitement ran through the staff that morning when word came that he was out of surgery, in recovery, and doing fine. Frannie, the head waitress, let out a whoop and did a little dance in the aisle when she heard the good news. Belle Ringer one of our regular customers, stared at the sight of this 50-yr-old grangmother of 4 doing this dance of victory shimmy beside his table. He grinnes,: okay. What’s this all abt?” he asked. “We just got word that stevie is out of surgery and going to be okay.” Franine quickly told Belle Ringer and the other two drivers sitting at his booth about stevie’s surgery, then sighed: “yeah, I’m glad he is going to be ok,” she said. “but I don’t know how he and his mom are going to handle all the bills. From what I hear, they’re bearly getting by as it is.” Belle ringer nodded thoughtfully, and frannie hurried off to wait the other tables.
Since I hadn’t had time to roubd up a busboy to replace Stevie and really didn’t want to replace him, the girls were busing their own tables that day until we decided what to do. After the morning rush, Frannie walked into my office. She had a couple of paper napkins in her hand and a funny look on her face. “what’s up?” I asked. “ I didn’t get that table where Belle Ringer and his friends were sitting cleared off after they left, and Pony Pete and Tony Tipper were sitting there when I got back to clean it off,” she said. “this was folded and tucked under a coffee cup.” She handed the napkin to me, and three $20 bills fell onto my desk when I opened it. On the outside, in big, bold letters, was printed “something for Stevie”. “Pony Pete asked me what this was all about,” she said, “so I told him about Stevie and his mom and everything, and Pete looked at Tony and Tony looked at Pete, and they ended up giving me this.” She handed me another paper napkin that gad “something for Stevie” scrawled on its outside./ two $50 bills were tucked and within it’s folds. Frannie looked at me with wet, shiny eyes, shook her head and said simply: “truckers”. That was three months ago.
Today is thanksgiving, the first day Stevie is suypposed to be back to work. His placement worker said he’s been counting the days till the doctor said he could work, and it didn’t matter at all that it was a holiday. He had called 10 times in the past week, making sure we knew he was coming, fearful that we had forgotten him or that his job was in jeopardy. I arranged to his mother to bring him to work. I then met them in the parking lot and invited them both to celebrate his day back. Stevie was thinner and paler, but couldn’t stop grinning as he pushed through the doors and headed for the back room where his apron and busing cart were waiting.
“Hold up there, Stevie, not so fast,” I said. I took him and his mother by their arms. “work can wait a minute. To celebrate you coming back, breakfast for you and your mother is on me!” I led them toward a large corner booth at the rear of the room. I could feel and hear the rest of the staff following me through the dining room. Glancing over my shoulder, I saw booth after booth of grinning truckers empty and join the procession. We stopped in front of plates, all sitting slightly crooked on dozens of folded paper napkins.
“first thing you have to do, Stevie, Is clean up this mess.” I said. I tried to sound stern. Stevie looked at me, and then at his mother, then pulled out one of the napkins. It had “Something for Stevie” printed on the outside. As he picked it up, napkins peeking from beneath the tableware, each with his name printed or scrawled on it. I turned to his mother. “There’s more than $10,000 in cash and checks on that table, all from truckers and trucking companies that heard about your problems. “happy thanksgiving”
well, it got real noisy about that time, with everybody hollering and shouting, and there were a few tears, as well. But you know what’s funny? While everybody else was busy shaking hands and hugging each other, Stevie, with a big, big smile on his face, was busy clearing cups and dishes from the table.
Best worker I ever hired.
~THE END~
hope ya'll liked it. ((: cos i did. it's soooo nice. and i think of my dear little bro and my neighbour(he's not a dear though)
oops. i don;t have the pic of him yet... he's so SUPER DUPER UBER CUTE! ♥ but, as any normal little brother, he can be annoying too..
grace said i'm motherly... =.= is that good or bad. i sound like some OOOOLDDDD oooollllddd ah-mah. BLEAHS. i'm in dragon boating with grace, fangying and shanna-na-na-na. :D hahah. dovechid! ((X fangying, the *ahem* and *ahem* rubbish not. =.=
laaalaaalaaa! today is a random day. anyway... GUPPIPES FOR ADOPTION!!!! my guppy gave birth a few days ago... you want i give to you're when it's a bit older. anyway.. life's getting boring. bought a guppy again. and it's a pregnant one. i REGRET IT! rawr! cos like. i kinda forgot about the 36 swimming not-so-happily away at home. hopefully, when all the guppies have been given away, then it give birth. heh. anyway... yeah. stupid lah. i hope they all die now. i'm not in the mood for guppies. and... hmmm.. i don;t know what to say. prtprt says i laugh too much. and i was supposed to see the stupid gey. got detention. how retarded. anyway. so i told charis to tell him that i was sick. what a lie. what a lie! *applauds* how believeble. right???? argh!!!!!!!!!
i have just realised, that many people have tuition.
this is my 112's post! :D hahah.
couldn't go for guides on friday. )): at home also like nvr do anything.. so stupid lah. and jie/auntie "hates" me. well. too bad for HER! :D hahah. don't worry. i still love you. because i didn't give her the PINK MP3. heh. tied hair for the guides again. ((: wheeheeee!!! XD yingxuan one i tie until so kanasai. so the 2D dance girl. what's her name???? :X tie for her. ohman. i faliure liao. somemore she tie one not pain. ): shi bai zhe...
i went popular! :D hahah. bought the ORANGE pencil that coconut said was chio. she lost hers. )): sad lahs. bought a notebook and a few markers. 3. haha. and kaiho still has to return me my blue marker. :D hahah.
TRIGONOMETRY SUCKS! >.< exam fail liaos lah. mr tong say it's hard leh! *congratulates myself*
i love my door wedge i made in D&T. it's a nice strawberry and cream donut. <3 ♥ from munchy donuts. :D the model i made that is. up till the colour of the donut itself! :D mr gey said it looked very yummy! *happyhappy*
i want to queue for donuts. :D
HAPPY BELATED XINWEI! YOUR BIRTHDAY WAS YTD! 15 SEPT
why do people like patrick so much? :D cute lah. spongebob cuter! actually, i like squidward tentacles! :)))
my best friends, spongebob and patrick star.
15 Sept 2007
jeremy: as in tag. so you got 2 tags
jeremy: hello. buy 1 get 1 free.
me: haha. hello. okay but i didn't buy tags from you. :D
yingyan:): hahas.thanks:Dsaw the 2e's china noticeboard at concourse!*grins excessively*:))
me: hahah. the 2E board is retarded. =.=
14 Sept 2007
yizhen: love you! <3
yizhen: hahahah thanks for ur lonng longggg tags in my blog and i love it LOADDDS :)
yizhen: i tag le also paiseh :X
yizhen: OMG i didnt wish u happi bdae :X happy bdae! :XXXXXX SO LATE
me: haha. it's okay. it's only a birthday. =.= hahah okay. since you love long tags, all my tags will be LOOOOONNNNGGGG LOOONNNGGG one okay? :))) haha. ♥♥
yizhen= love
i yizhen love. :D
13 Sept 2007
-pam-: HEY JOSEPHINE! IM FORCED TO TAG! RAGH! HAHAHAAHAHAHAAHA JOKING JOKING LOL STRAWBERRY ICE BLENDED!!!! LOL BUS 14~~ WULALALALALA I MISS YOU!!!!!!! JIAYOU FOR UR TINGXIE TMR!
me: hahha. thanks! :D but i still nearly failed. hahha. hope you get the score you want for your math! <3